A CUT ON MY TOE

I was searching for our cat R.T. today in the vast backyard. Sometimes the cats seem to stray. As i trenched through the parched grass I cut my toe on a fallen branch. The randomness of this action made me think. There is no control over anything involved with any living interaction. The movement and process that is involved in just a step on the grass has many factors that can change a perfect reaction. A movement is counteracted by gravity, elevation, moisture, etc.. There is a plan of action that your mind creates. In a perfect environment and a perfectly healthy body, there can be a perfect move. The acuteness of this process of movement is endless.

You can only try and react in the best manner you allow. Your mind cannot think at a level of perfection. There is only a small percentage of the brain used in this stage of the human interaction in the world. That leads me to believe that we are at an early state in our life cycle. The cycle may be leading on for many thousand years to come. Does the answer lie in us, or a natural effect. What is exciting, is the change that we have had on the world today. Human interaction in the world changes the face for all time. This does not happen with other living things. We are not as involved in the cycle of life. By our interaction, we have changed some cycles in numerous untouched environments. If we can change these peaceful ecosystems in a negative manner, then what else can we change in a positive manner? We only fix our own mistakes made in the past by a oblivious generation. The damage created is a chaos that continue to spiral out of control.

Why did our species not fit into the ecosystem like everything else has in the past. The weak become extinct over time, and adaptation takes over. Our brain and our ability to deeply cogitate is what makes us strong. The burning force of the human race. We are not like other living things. Humans burn through as many resources as we see fit. Taking more than we need. Why do we do this? Because our nature is to consume. The more we consume the better we feel in the moment of consumption. The time after consumption is the problem. Our path looks far in the distance. "Will the path sustain itself or will we have to find a solution before it burns away?"

There is so many unknowns. So many questions. Sometimes a cut on the toe can lead to a contemplating moment. "Positive contemplation leads to positive reactions in future moments."

Peace

I have developed this peace about me that feels like a constant splash of cool water on a scorching hot day. I am not sure what is happening to me these days. The last couple weeks I have felt weird. Almost like, my subconscious is pulling me towards an answer. I am constantly thinking. Constantly contemplating. Addicted to truth ahead.

This writing has opened my eyes to the world inside and outside of me. My meditation in the mornings has come to a point where I have to set my alarm to stop the process. I catch myself meditating for more than an hour each morning. I wish more people could experience this peace in meditation. Life to me is a time to ponder and react to the moment.

Why is everyone so stressed around me? There seems to be more negative people around me in this world of now. I still catch myself having negative thoughts. Just catching myself is a step ahead in itself.

As I ponder and contemplate, there seems to be an underlying truth still there in a outreached hand. Who's hand is this? I have been having a dream about this. I see something in my dream, but cannot make it out. Is my subconscious telling me something? Or is it just a dream? There are answers still waiting for me.

Right now I am living in the moment. That is where I will stay until greatness is revealed to me.

A FEW PAINTINGS

I have been in an endless painting mode lately.

THIS ROUNDS ON ME

Let's do this one for those we love

and hopefully they will love us back.

If they don't let God turn their hearts

and if he cannot do that let him turn their ankles.

So that we can know them by their limp.

PURPOSE

IS THEIR A PURPOSE TO LIFE?

WHAT IS MY PURPOSE, DO YOU HAVE ONE? ONCE YOU COMPLETE YOUR PURPOSE ARE YOU DONE?

WAS I BORN WITH THIS ABILITY, WILL IT REALLY COME TRUE. IS MY PURPOSE TO CHANGE THAT GUY OR IS IT TO CHANGE YOU?

IS PURPOSE INGRAINED, LIKE IT IS ALREADY UP THERE? OR IS IT UNCHANGED, IF YOUR PARENTS CAN BARE.

DID THEY COMPLETE WHAT THEY WERE SET OUT TO DO? OR DID THEY RETREAT AND THEY LEFT IT ALL UP TO YOU?

CAN YOU FEEL IT? WHEN DO YOU KNOW? WHEN YOUR PURPOSE HAS COME FORTH AND IT IS TIME FOR YOUR SHOW.

OR IS PURPOSE LIKE JEWERLY? ONE OF THOSE THINGS, THAT A GUY WEARS IN LIFE? LOOK AT ALL MY RINGS!

I DID THIS AND I DID THAT. ARE YOU IMPRESSED, DOES IT MATTER THAT I AM FAT.

I TOOK CARE OF BUSINESS, I RIGHTED THE WRONG. I CHANGED THE WORLD AND I DID IT LIKE A BELLS D..O..N..G.!

DOES PURPOSE COME OR DOES IT GO? WILL YOU KNOW WHEN IT IS YOUR TIME TO GLOW?

PURPOSE COULD BE JUST ANOTHER THING. IS IT YOUR DESTINY OR ARE YOU JUST WEARING ANOTHER RING?